"Even if things just came back to normal, it just never come the easy way."
I fell deeply in love this week. I've no idea why he suddenly became so beautiful in my eyes. I've no idea why i needa look at him and smile everytime. I thought about it, probably.. and yes, i'm really in love. I've never ever wanted to be in love again. But it seems like love is pushing its way through. I can never control it. Even when he just stares at me for a while then look away, my heart felt like it has beat 1000 times. This scares me cos' i know, someday, things will turn out differently.
I truly don't know how to explain this to you.. but i think you should know what i mean. It seems like this thing will go on cos' you're the one who is there for me. You are always there for me, making me laugh when i don't want to, making me smile cos' you were sucha sweet guy. I never thought.. i would be in love with you. Never. But it seems like the unexpected was expected. But you know.. this brought us closer. I truly love you, i promise.
"The beginning of love is so strong, so strong till you might even lose interest in the person you love faster."
Today was the best day. I shall not say why. Though it's only due to one thing, but it meant so much to me. Shall not elaborate. :D Time check, it's 11.11.
11:11 - Want dear boy's love.
Just finished my googlesketchup. It's been horrible, and i redone it for 8 times? :O But well, i'm kinda tired at this point of time.
Every girl has their bestfriend, boyfriend and true love. You're lucky if they all are the same person.
School-less for 4days. It's strange that when we are in school, we want to go home. But when we're at home, we want to go to school. I just wish i could just meet him up everyday, you know that kind of thing. :( I truly miss him, miss my clique, miss my best buddies. In just a day, i already missed them. The thought of having 4 days without school makes me feel like time's dragging way too slowly. Sigh. I truly needa get a life.
September holidays aren't holidays for me. Have to go to school almost everyday. :/ Let me update you all.
Monday (5/9) Geog test 11-11.45am ; Band practice, 1.30-5pm.
Tuesday (6/9) Satoshi's concert 5-10pm. P/S: I want to sit near dear. :B
Wednesday (7/9) Science supp 11-1pm ; Band practice 1.30-5pm.
Confirm no stamina. HAHA. But for the sake of getting good grades and getting my cca points, i needa go. Still worth it though. :)
Alright. Shall study now. Bye. :)