''Isn't it amazing how a person who was once a stranger, suddenly means the whole world to you?''
Its me versus the whole world. I'm already at the verge of losing. Its strange that my life turned from black and white, to so many colours. It was miraculous that i actually found a boy-bestfriend who really loves me for who i am. It was sucha miracle for me to know my sweetest girlfriends ever. It was sucha miracle that i got along with my buddies so well. It was sucha miracle that i found someone to turn to when i'm upset. When i realised that, the entire world dropped and i realised i was the only survivor.
When the entire world hates me, will you be the only one who will love me?
I cried silently yesterday, as my heart gradually drifted from yours. Not that i still love you, but all the feelings that have been around me when i saw you, that has let me stuck for the past few hours. I want to let you go, and i finally have done it. Though my heart felt empty, i still found it better than carrying sucha heavy heart everytime. Feelings are easy to end, hard to mend. This sentence has been in my head for a very long time. As i cried thinking back, i suddenly thought crying for you was not worth it anymore. I have a confession to make....
I'm in love with my guy-bestfriend.
Its easy to say, hard to act. I keep telling myself never to fall in love with you again. Again and again.. repeatedly. When i've finally let go of you... i felt happier and was much cheerful than before. But now i realise... how important my guy-bestfriend is now.
''When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can always look beside you, your bestfriend will be there.''
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Shall continue later on.
About Me
- cwh's.
I'm the type of girl you'll see wishing the same wish everytime I see a shooting star. I do things that I myself think it's right when others think it's wrong. I do what I think is best for myself and others, and pick friends carefully. I've a very difficult mind to break into, and that only the closest friend would understand who I really am. You may think you know me well, but actually you don't. Because I myself don't know myself well, and I believe only God knows who I really am more than anyone else knows. And if you're not aware, I'm a Leehongki && Ft Island fanatic. ♥