Fairytales are just a fake happy ending so little kids won't be scared to grow up and fall in love.
All i really want is to enjoy life, and live life to its fullest. I don't wanna care about anything else anymore. I had my ups and downs. I had my toughest times. I had my lovely times. I had my sweet times. I had my love times. Now.. I've another boy to love. Shall love him to the fullest, and cherish him. I can't doubt the fact that i love him alot. He may not be handsome to all, but he'll always be handsome to me. HE may not be cute to all, but he'll be always cute to me. I love him to the mxm, really. Why be handsome when your heart isn't handsome? Why be pretty when your heart isn't pretty? To me.. all it matters is the heart.
I won't mess with your head or play with your heart, because I'm a real person and I'l finish what I start.
I realised how much reality kills me sometimes. It makes me feel like killing myself this second. But then i realise.. i've so many people around me who love me. I guess, attempting suicidal isn't worth it anymore. I shall try.. to control myself as much as possible. And think of rather the positive things, than the negative things. Saying is no much easier than doing it. But still.. i'll try!
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I love smiling. I love laughing. I love jumping. I love being hyper. I love being happy. I love making people smile. I love making people laugh. I love being with my mamas. I love being with my buddies. And most importantly.. i love him. I love his smile. I love texting him. I love it when people call his name.. I love everything about him.
So.. hello readers! Its been 9 days since i blogged. Hoped you've missed me. HAHA. I know you won't. But i'm just going to update you all on how and what i'm really doing.
So basically, I tweeted, texted, studied, hanged out, had band, played around, and facebooked as well. Not that i'm busy, but i find that i've nothing better to do. HAHA. Shall update about Wednesday and Thursday ok!
Wednesday,
Had ACES day. Was super boring, and i was with celine. We basically didn't dance at all, but stoned instead. Just looked at the dancers. HAHA. After that it was math test. It was so fail. I couldn't do it. I almost practically gave up after that. Have the feeling i'm going to fail math test once again. But.. nevermind. I'll study harder. Then recess. Met my mamas. And finally Adilah could join us! Like finally. :)
After that.. forget le. HAHA. Then DnT lesson. It was super awesome. :B Shall not say out reason why. HEHE. After that blah blah blah, and ended school.
3.15pm, had band, but we were late. Did 15 pumpings cos' we did not wear band tee, and went to set up instrument. K wth. It was mr wong who taught us. :/ Ok, shall not say anymore.
Went back home and was really pissed with someone when Shuqi told me something. Shall not make myself emo again..
Well, lost passion in blogging. I don't know whether i should close down my blog or something. Well, that depends yo. I'm really bored now. Ok. Lets wait...
Feeling bored? Then recall how it felt like to be in pain when you're so deeply in love.. and when your first kiss left you for another girl just 2 days after he kissed you...
Okay. A lot of memories flooding in. Shall post again later.. when i've filled my stomach. HAHA.
Today when liang came to my house.. he gave me this bear. ^-^ Thkyou. --
Where was I? Oh yes. I was feeling bored at that time. Recalled so many sad things that happened. But i guess.. it's already over. I should just forget about him and move on with life. That's more like it. :)
Thursday,
Had lessons per normal till 11.30am before heading towards hall. It was also Ms Chui's last day teaching us. T-T It's very sad. Will miss her so much. Hopefully it won't be that Ms Kathleen Tan who will be teaching us. I'll so not look forward to English classes anymore. :/ So anyway, had teachers' day concert. All organised by Arif, Manto and more. Proud to say.. i know them. LOL. They did a good job yo. Just that it was WAY too long.
After the concert, trained to jurongeast with Angie and Kirstin back to primary school. Met kityee, mungkei, gavin, xinghui, zongxian, yiren, kaixiang at traffic light. Were all disussing where to go for lunch. And in the end... jurongpoint! And i just came back from there LOL. But anyway, went to mac, and had tons of fun with friends. All the memories all came back. Went to park after that and played around at playground. Was with mungkei and yiren most of the time.
Trained home at 4.30pm with the rest except kaixiang and kityee. And we played around HAHA. Alot of people were looking at us LOL. Reached jurongeast once again, and said byebye to them. Had a goodgoodgood time. Texted JEREMIAH. OMG, i so miss him mxm! He was saying i'm nonsensical! HELLO JERE! YOU'RE THE NONSENSICAL ONE. LOL.
And as for today...
ROTTING AT HOME. USING COMPUTER AND PHONE ALL THE WAY. Can't really focus today cos' my brother's so annoying today HAHA. But good thing he went back to his room to study for his upcoming PSLE.
Alot of things are happening in September. A busy month.
1. 8 MORE DAYS TO SHINEE'S CONCERT. \m/
Really can't wait. Will see my Onew and Key there soon! Shanice is so excited everyday HAHA. Funny girl.
2. 10 MORE DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY. \(^o^)/
Growing one year older. :( But it's okay!
3. LESSONS DURING SEPTEMBER HOLIDAYS. :(
But EOYS are coming... what to do.
4. BAND PRACTICES. :@
Preparation for upcoming public event in Ngee Ann City. Hopefully it won't be Mr Wong. T-T
5. SATOSHI'S CONCERT FROM 5-10PM. :/
But baby promised me something on that day. :B
Okay, i can't think of anything else. LOL. I'm so in the mood of doing my homework now. So BYE readers! :)