I don't think i was in the wrong. Why must we all quarrel over small matters like this? Its all in the past now, why pick on history? We can't possibly rewind time to correct mistakes. I dont understand. You told me to put myself in her shoes, and i did. When i told you to put yourself into my shoes, you refused. Erm, if you don't want to settle things, just say can? I'm very tired of reasoning in a nicer way when you just put all the harsh words into the message. Yeah, you hurt me deeply. Happy enough? I've told you, i've already settled things with her. And yet you still put the blame on me all the time. When i say sorry, you don't care. And hey, its other people's reason. I also didn't offend you. If you're doing this to protect her, i really have nothing to say. I think you should just reason things out properly and be more reasonable. No one's perfect. We all make mistakes, we forget. Haven't you forgotten anything in your life as well? I don't have a powerful memory, so do all of us. I've already done my best to please you all. And i'm tired of this already. If you think i'm unreasonable over here, i don't understand cos' we all are humans. We all should learn to forgive and to forget.
Shall introduce myself first before starting off with anything.
Hi, i'm chika and i hate jwss. I don't like people who enjoy messing around with my life, and get sensitive over small things. I hate people who simply refuse to forgive and to forget. I enjoy being around with my friends, but i really dislike school cos' of schoolmates. People think i'm unreasonable when they themselves are the ones who are unreasonable. I love my mamaflys Kirstin and Angie. I love my brothers Yuliang, sean, daniel, christopher and mark. I love my sisters Joanne, yingyu, natalie, amanda, ashley, fay and pearlyn. And lastly, i love my bestfriends Weiyang, Angelina and Adilah. ;)
Today, skipped school cos' i'm totally depressed over some things. Texted my dear best friend Weiyang yesterday and he kept making me laugh when he knew i'm depressed. Always there for me, the best ever. :') And seriously, i can't live without my Weiyang, Adilah and Angelina. I guess, they simply mean way too much to me. Always cheering me up when i'm down, willing to take their time to talk to them about what happened. All these little sacrifices actually made a big difference in my life. I really can't rely on myself, i can't carry these heavy loads with me all the time. But they.... are all wanting me to lighten my load by passing some loads to them. I cried yesterday when i told angelina what happened. I seriously only trust the 3 of them only. And thats it. I was crying under the rain yesterday, and began reflecting. And did you know what angelina sent to me? She sent: 'You mean the most to me in my heart. Just remember that.' I cried even more cos' i realised how much she actually cared for me. I love you, baby. At night, texted Weiyang. He promised he'll 'meh' for me, only if i cheerup. Isn't he so awesome? I love my best friend max. ;) Okay, time to study. Going to be happier these few days. See you all! ;)