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I'm the type of girl you'll see wishing the same wish everytime I see a shooting star. I do things that I myself think it's right when others think it's wrong. I do what I think is best for myself and others, and pick friends carefully. I've a very difficult mind to break into, and that only the closest friend would understand who I really am. You may think you know me well, but actually you don't. Because I myself don't know myself well, and I believe only God knows who I really am more than anyone else knows. And if you're not aware, I'm a Leehongki && Ft Island fanatic. ♥

July 13, 2011

It's not thing that happens hurt us, but the feelings we had towards it that hurt us.



''Look in the mirror and what you see in yourself, try to see in others. If you see perfection in your life, then see perfection in others. If you see imperfection in yourself and forgive yourself for your imperfection, then also try to forgive others who have the same imperfection. The experience of oneness in darkness or light, brings about harmony.'' - Sri Chinmoy.

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I saw you today. You & your warm smile, that always gives me goosebumps. Thankyousomuch, sayang. :) For the first time, i didn't feel as shy & uncomfortable when talking to you. Miracle eh? And plus, i saw you thrice. ^-^ Im so glad that im getting more comfortable being around you. You're just so perfect. I really don't think i can do anything to officially give up on you. I've finally seen your playful side. It's really cute, sayang!! :-) I still remember at you laughing and staring at me when i was trying to run away from someone. I also recalled that when i saw you at the stairs, i was beside Yongjian talking to him. And you were trying to annoy me by saying that i like him. Hahah, but too bad you'll never be annoying to me, ever. :-) Sayang, i want to see you everyday. You always make my day. I want to be happy && comfortable around you. I want you to be my closest friend ever whom i'll see on the bus and walking with me home everyday. Take care, sayang. And iloveyou. :3

Hello hello, bobos. Again posting thru phone. But installed this app, so im just trying it out. Heh, sorry if it's really ugly ok. ): Hahah, basically school, band and home. Well, that's the summary. Had cme, and had some value studying. When i reached home, my attitude towards my parents really changed!! :-) Now, i dont find it a hassle having to help them clean up the house. Because i thought positively. Hmmm, i suddenly dont sound like myself anymore but its ok! Changing for the better, isnt it great? :-) Hehe. Shall skip the boring bits of news. Im really too lazy to list down in detail. So sorry! Will give a more elaborate one soon once i turn on my lappy && when im not tired ok!! :) Hahah, im so sorry for all these troubles. I feel kinda guilty.

Sigh... korean wave concert's just 2 days away. How i wish i could go. :-( But i'll be going for Shinee's!! Heh, but i think the concert this friday would be better for me because there's ft island && hongki!! Dream on girl. You'll never get those fucking tickets, ever. ): But still i'll cheerup, i mean i've already cheered up. :-) Whoohoo, oh. I changed the topic when i shouldn't. :b Ok, shall stick to the topic naoz. :D

Had band but mr han didnt come. I sorta miss him already. The practice was taken over by mr wong. :-( Zzzzz, but nevermind. Had warmups and stuff then played a christmas song. .____. K, i didnt know a single fuck at all. &&, he just keeps aiming at flute section. -.- Tsk. I was really bored during band. Should have pon, but what's done cant be undone. So.... oh well. Cant change anything. A lot of weird && funny things that happened during that period of time both good and bad. Shall not list them. Im so lazy. :-(

Bused home with kirstin sister, and im blogging naoz!! Just finished my dinner. Gawd, im tired, tired and tired. I cant explain my tiredness. Oh please school seems to like me so much till the extend of wanting me to attend school everyday. Jwss, i know you miss me during the holidays. But i need a break, i mean who doesnt need one?! Tsk, im tired of school already. It's already been a drag. But for the sake of studies, must not give up, chika!!

Ok, im exhausted. And so... BYE! Oh and i wouldnt be able to reply anymore as i need to save up my messages for emergencies as my message limits went up. I've to start controlling before my phone is officially confiscated. :-( Sad or what. But its ok!! :) &&, i need weiyang's number! Please message me his number if you have! And ohyes, i need ALL the saxophonist's contacts! Junpeng, pass them to me by textmessage. Thks. :-)

Hahah. Ok im bored. :/ Shall end this post. Kthxbai.

11:11 - Able to be together with sayang. :3