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I'm the type of girl you'll see wishing the same wish everytime I see a shooting star. I do things that I myself think it's right when others think it's wrong. I do what I think is best for myself and others, and pick friends carefully. I've a very difficult mind to break into, and that only the closest friend would understand who I really am. You may think you know me well, but actually you don't. Because I myself don't know myself well, and I believe only God knows who I really am more than anyone else knows. And if you're not aware, I'm a Leehongki && Ft Island fanatic. ♥

July 12, 2011

I cried for a second and realised you're not worth my tears.



Didn't manage to see you today. :( But its okay! I know i'll be able to catch up with you soon! :) I really can't seem to get over your smile. It always appears in my head every single day, hour, minute and second. How i wish i could really see you everyday, and say hi with a big smile on my face. How i wish, you could be the one who truly loves me. I know... my chance is really low. :( But at least i tried, right? I haven't give up yet! But if i continue like this, just like a onesidedlove, i will think i've no life. Because, its really boring being in love with someone who simply doesn't care about my feelings for him. Sometimes i cover myself with a blanket crying, thinking whether i should give up on you or not. It's almost 4 months since we knew each other. Though the duration is short, we're still close friends. Always sharing to each other about our day, and asking me how i feel after band. You know, all these tiny questions just make my heart flutter. But i know, even if i tell myself, 'He doesn't like you. Move on with life, like hello?' But when i see you again, my feelings for you just come back. Sometimes i think, would i be able to get over you one day? My final answer is no, no i can't. ♥

Helloz again readers? How's your day? Must be tiring cause there's school today. Same for me too! And i just came back, actually. Hahah. You may be wondering why, well shall elaborate on that later. ^^ Anyway, had school and followed timetable, which is perfectly normal. Was exhausted by the time school ended at 1.30pm. I focused in class you'd know! Oh yeah, there's on more part i want to say. Darren showed me Joselyn's poster during geog class. The side he was showing me was Fahrenheit. I was thinking, chey whay only. Call me for what. Hahah. Then he flipped to the other side and i saw Ft Island!! That made me and kugan so excited until we screamed. Hahah, kugan screaming! Epic or what!! :) I want that poster sooooo bad. Sniff. ):

After school, went to meet Angie and Kirstin in canteen. Went to jp to buy Angie's pencilcase, my earpiece and pencilcase. After that, chiong to je to meet Mungkei, Max, Xavier and Daryl. Ok, they're totally awesome. o(^-^o) Tbh, i just knew Xavier and Daryl recently, but i can tell they're really nice && siao. ^^ I likeeee. Went to Mac to study with them, and they were like seriosly crazy. Mungkei and i couldn't focus studying so we had to laugh with them. HAHA. In the end, Xavier and Daryl went back home early. ): But they don't know where to go back to mrt station! Cute or what! ^-^ In the end, called them to check where they are. They're already back home by then, but they actually walked from Jurongeast to Chuachukang! HAHA.
In the midst of thinking of you. I wonder... what would happen if i could just be embraced by you.
Celebrated my brother's birthday, and then watched a bit of drama. And sorry for the lack of pictures. I really simply have no time to take ouy my lappy. But it's better than nothing, right? :) I still have a whole lot of homework to be completed. And thankyou Xavier, for not letting me do my homework. HAHA. :b Will update with more changes to this blog post, and will add pictures okay! So please dont miss out this post! Even if it's about the same, it'll look better once i turn on my lappy. :) Stay tuned!

#nowplaying: LOVE.
So basically, tomorrow going to school at 8am, i suppose. And i'll be meetinf Angelina, i suppose. LMAO. But anyways, will add pictures here. And there'll be some letters for my dear ones. So, i suppose my next blog post's gonna be long. Hahah, okay. Im turning in soon. So... BYE! :)