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I'm the type of girl you'll see wishing the same wish everytime I see a shooting star. I do things that I myself think it's right when others think it's wrong. I do what I think is best for myself and others, and pick friends carefully. I've a very difficult mind to break into, and that only the closest friend would understand who I really am. You may think you know me well, but actually you don't. Because I myself don't know myself well, and I believe only God knows who I really am more than anyone else knows. And if you're not aware, I'm a Leehongki && Ft Island fanatic. ♥

July 11, 2011

Of all the tears I shed for, the most worthy one was for the one who only loved me for a second, and then let me go.


I saw him today. And I just panicked. I waved at you, and you seemed really happy. How I wish I could continue to see you this cheerful. Of course, everytime I see you, my love for you just builds up. I can't seem to get over you, even if I want to.

Are you really too perfect?

Maybe you're too perfect to the extend that I'm totally off your list, as in I can't make it to your expectations. But I can tell you, no matter what, you'll always be worth my attention, mind and tears. When I think about you, I'll smile, laugh and cry at the same time. Sometimes, I don't even know how I feel. But my assumption is, I'M LOVING YOU MORE DAY BY DAY.

Sup bobos. Hope you all have been actively reading my blog posts. I know that I've been posting real boring things over here. And I'm actually very tired now. And I'm actually at home! Supposed to have band, but I've a serious major headache. So, I'm trying to keep my mind off the pain, and I'll start posting.
Hmmm, what to post, what to post? I'm out of ideas already. Lemme think... Okay, thought of something. o(^-^o)

#nowplaying: Dynamite.
Woke up by my alarm at 5.45am. But I was terribly tired. So, off-ed my alarm, and went back to sleep. Okay, then I was woke up again at 6.15am by my alarm, again! Because I pressed snooze before going back to sleep! I'm so careless. But, doesn't matter anyway. Slept again, and then woke up by my mum at 6.25am. Had very little time to eat my breakfast, so I decided not to eat at first. But little did I know that my mum made sushi for me. Okay, she's very nice. HEHE. After that, got changed and rushed out of the house. My eyelids were closing when I was walking. Went straight to Boonlay, and met Angelina in jp. Walked to school with her, and she talked a lot. Me? Not really. Unlike me eh? HAHA. Because I was very tired. Couldn't really joke around this morning. Then, said byebye to Angelina, and went to Hesther laogong. K, I love her max. *insert many hearts*

Assembled in classroom, and slacked around while waiting for Ms Czarina to bring us to comlab. Played arm wrestling with dearest Darren and Szeteng. HAHA, I lost to Darren. Horrible! ): HAHA. Went to comlab and played around with Layting. Her reactions are like so EPIC. LOL. Did html stuffs then went to look for Adilah & Kirstin in the canteen. Ate meesoto and drank green tea. Ok, why am I being so precise here. Gosh.

#nowplaying: Run Devil Run.
Went back to class, and had math. K, I fell in love with math. Well, thanks to my beloved MS WANG! She's like the most awesome teacher I've ever had. So anyway, after that, blah blah blah. Lazy to say.
Ohgosh, my head's spinning already. I'm totally unwell.
And then assembly. Sat beside Darren and played with Xiumin. Eh Darren, remembered what you did? You sabo me! HAHA, he's so mean. LOL, no lah! :D And Xiumin hit me for nothing! Aiyo, everything is Darren do one lo! HEHE.

After school, ate there. And went jp with Angie. Bought bubble tea, and suddenly didn't feel well. Angie also, she suddenly head pain. But still, we walked around. Wanted to look for pencilcase, so went to a few shops. Tomorrow coming to buy, so preparing my money tomorrow! ^^ Sent Angie off to busstop, and trained home. Was very dizzy, and I really can't take it.
Ah good, I've finally found panadol to reduce my headache pain. It's becoming so unbearable.
And listened to music all the way! :) HEHE. Saw a few people on the way. Shall not name them simply because i'm lazy. Hmmm, maybe i'll just name a few. Lizzy, Magdelene, Rachel and Chloe.

Sorry for the lack of pictures. I don't really have to mood to post them now. Time check. It's 5.11pm. And my panadol's still lying around. Haven't swallowed it yet. Oh shucks, I suddenly remembered that I'm recently allergic to panadol. Guess I'll just have to endure the pain for the rest of the day.
Feeling hyper now. Feeling so restless. My dad and brother are at home now. They're like... so boring. Sleep, sleep and sleep. Ok, that reminds me of myself. LOL.

Meeting Mungkei, Genevieve, Max and Shawherng tomorrow. K, I totally miss them! Haven't been seeing them for donkey months! So looking forward. And I'm buying my earpiece, pencilcase and wallet tomorrow! And I'm totally looking forward to pe.

Think that's all I need to update... for now. So, BYE!

If I could simply just hold you for a minute, I think it'll be more than enough. Because I just can't bear to lose you anymore. You're my whole life. Without your smiles, I wouldn't be who I am right now. Even with just a smile, I can easily get excited and scream until the entire world can hear me. I just find you so extra hot and cute. Even if you're in normal, I still find you smart. You're in sc, because you're mature and able to listen. You're a sweet boy, and I know everyone would like to be friends with you. And plus, I'm so lucky to be able to live near you! But even so, I never seen you downstairs before. I know... it's going to be tough for me to hold your heart. But no matter how tiring or rough the journey is, I just want to hold on and never give up. And to be honest, I've never hold someone so tight before. You're too perfect, and iloveyou.