''No matter how things go right, it'll never be right. Because all these was just a dream, baby.''
You just keep filling my mind. I keep telling myselt, there's no way i can be in your heart. But no matter how much i tell myself to stop loving you, i just cant. You're way too perfect for me, and i know im like such a low grade girl. I've no standard, im not cute and pretty. I look very ordinary outside, yes i know. I've no confidence in this onesidedlove anymore. I'm thinking about you day and night. It's both frustrating and exciting. When i even just dream about you, i get so excited over you, even if you just say a hi word to me. I'm very tired of all these, but yet i still cant give up on you. I'm a really weak person, who gives up very easily. Yes, thats me. But for your case, it's totally different. It's been 3 months since i loved you. Sigh, i guess there's really no way i can officially give up on you. Sayang, why are you so perfect? :3
Oh, hellohello. ^^ Basically, went to school. Wanted to skip school to see ft island in airport. But, no such luck uh. :/ But its ok! I did put my time into good use. Well, the more i think about it, the more upser & disappointed i am. ): Oh well, i've always wanted to meet ft island in person. And i missed this ohsogoodopportunity. ): i guess it IS natural to be upset eh? Well, shall not talk about it. I'm currently eating my jap curry for dinner. It's nice cause it's spicy. :3 Heh. And i'm now in a loss of what to post. Oh, i didnt post yesterday's day. Well, i saw him! ^^ And he winked at me. Ok, he gave me a heart attack. He just looks so cute when we smiled & winked at me! :3 I cant stop thinking about it over and over again.
Yeah, that's just all i want to say. I'm tired, tired, and tired. Haven't completed my homeworks yet. A lot of tests going on during next week. I'm really tired of all these, so oh well. All i want to say is, i love my sayang. :-) Kthxbai. ^^