Ain't the world fantastic. There're so much to explore out there.
All i need to do is to free myself from all the stress and tension that i've been exposed for a long period of time.
All i ever wanted is to have a world that has peace and happiness, which everyone of you will know that it is impossible.
It was until i met you that i actually calmed down and had a genuine smile.
Yes, that's right. Unlike other boys out there, you're the one who really caught my heart and made my mind spin round.
Your stares make me feel like i'm in heaven.
My heart will start beating so hard until i can't breathe.
I promise, you'll be the one i'll never give up on, and i'll always love you. :)
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Gotten my results, and it's seriously suckish. I only got two distinctions. Fuck it. Got a C so far, heart painnnnnnn. x.x
It's like a thousand arrows going through my heart ya know. So painful.
And many people are really unhappy about their results, to the extend, emoing.
Though i didn't really reached my goals, i didn't want to emo as i realised once i emo, i'll always be emo, and i HATE it.
To all my friends out there, esp Layting and John,
Don't lose hope, cheerup and start again.
No matter how sad you are, you'll never change your grades.
God has big plans for you, and i believe you have the potential to do better, just that you are not picking yourself up together and find out your mistakes, and work on it, improve yourselves!~
I'm sure you guys can do it, no matter what.
I'll always be here to support you all~
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It's been tough having to handle so many issues all at once - grades, family problems, friendship problems, and even stress.
But of course, without you guys, i'll definitely never make it to this step. :')
I realised how important you guys are to me, and i'll never want to lose you, NEVER.
I've changed, and i'm no longer the childish sachika who cries over spilt milk. Nope, no longer. I've changed for the better, for myself and not for others.
Even if you guys don't like me, it's fine, up to you.
I can't stop you anyways.
I love everyone, just that i tend to avoid as i don't want any disputes to come between us.
I have a certain type of friends that i can hang out with better. You really don't have to comment on my clique.
My clique is my clique, end of story.
And my clique is part of me, so if you're making fun of them, you're making fun of me as well.
Okay, i'm having serious emotional issues, so you readers have to put up with my crap. I'm so fucking sorry. :(
A lot of setbacks nowadays, not sure why. Probably due to huge amounts of stress released from results.
Okay, i shall stop posting.
And really, i'm losing a lot of readers.
Truly appreciate you all reading my blog.
So long, readers. I'll probably post a few ... days later. HAHA. See ya. :)