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I'm the type of girl you'll see wishing the same wish everytime I see a shooting star. I do things that I myself think it's right when others think it's wrong. I do what I think is best for myself and others, and pick friends carefully. I've a very difficult mind to break into, and that only the closest friend would understand who I really am. You may think you know me well, but actually you don't. Because I myself don't know myself well, and I believe only God knows who I really am more than anyone else knows. And if you're not aware, I'm a Leehongki && Ft Island fanatic. ♥

May 12, 2011

fading away,


You used to say that you love me, you used to say that you want me, you used to say that i mean a lot to you, you used to say that you don't want to lose me.
So, what you said, apparently, you don't mean it.
You used to be the love of my life, you used to be by my side and cheer me on.
So what you're showing me is you're just bringing me an empty cup of coffee.
I used to message you and say iloveyou when you're going to sleep. Now, i don't really care, anyways.
I've lost you already. And, no matter how much i'm upset, you'll never come back to me again.
Yeah, i'm not good enough, i know. No one's perfect. :/

even so, you keep saying that you've no time for me. First time, second time, third time ..... hundredth time.
Enough is enough. I really can't take all these crap from you anymore.

I finally know. No matter how much i think you're perfect, you're never perfect.

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Hell yeah, exams are over. Awesome much (Y). Sorry for the lack of updates. My com was sent for repair - suck. LOL. Finally felt light, if i can fly, i would fly, and that's how i'm feeling now.


Yep, i've finally got over him. And i can't believe who i've fallen in love with! :O seriously, adilah and luuyi. Tell you guys when i've got the time.

Okayz, let's drop the topic. :/


For the past few weeks, i've been kinda busy with myes.

Stressed, but not that stressed.

Hmmm, personally, i think the hardest paper was chinese.

Easiest was, well, none. - in fact all are quite difficult.
Hopefully i'll have a record of my own for not failing any tests for this mye, which i think it's kinda impossible. Hahah.


Complicated world, suck it.