Sometimes i just wish upon the stars hope that you'll be mine . I know it's never going to happen , but i simply didn't lose hope . But from now , i'm starting to lose hope in myself . I thought i was strong , but i'm actually not . I lost hope in everything , and my smile disappeared day by day . But after that , i started to realise that my tears are just wasted . They're just taking up my time . I realised that it wasn't you that i wanted , and that you weren't perfect for me . You dumped me twice , and i'm not stupid enough to ever get back to you again . I just want to forget you , and never forget the experience i had with you . I've learnt my mistake , and i'm not going to commit that big mistake again . ---
Starting and ending my post right today . Haven't been posting , so pardon me yeah .
went for student councillor investiture , so that means it just leaves me and luuyi .
Shall just talk about the SYF day.
SYF was terribly awesome with the seniors .
Had to wear the hot band uniform to school with high heels -.- Super pain .
Suffered from painful blisters and had to replace many plasters before the SYF performance itself .
Skipped school . and practiced the pieces before leaving school .
Mrhan dress until so handsome :B Heehee .
Took the bus to the hall ; Waited for us to rehearse before entering the performance hall ; Performed ~
And yeah , unfortunately , we got a unexpected bronze .
Super fed up , and i saw 7 people messaging me about the results .
Messaged jeremiah and both of us were super pissed with the judges :/
but we all know that no matter how much we complain , we still cannot change the results .
[The nextday]
Many people asked about the results . I was so fucking pissed saying the word bronze -.-
Okay , anyways , my free access time's gonna end . Shall say the rest next time yaww .