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I'm the type of girl you'll see wishing the same wish everytime I see a shooting star. I do things that I myself think it's right when others think it's wrong. I do what I think is best for myself and others, and pick friends carefully. I've a very difficult mind to break into, and that only the closest friend would understand who I really am. You may think you know me well, but actually you don't. Because I myself don't know myself well, and I believe only God knows who I really am more than anyone else knows. And if you're not aware, I'm a Leehongki && Ft Island fanatic. ♥

May 30, 2011

you all don't understand how i feel,


All these bit of crap, i seriously can't take it anymore.
You took me for granted, thinking i'll trust you forever.
All your lies are just crap, okay?
I'm seriously pissed by all these fucking things that are so unnecessary.
But why i'm pissed, do i still need to say?
Because you lied, and lied, and lied.
I know i used to lie, but now i don't.
Of course, unless it's for fun, and then admitting that i told a lie, or, just joking. HAHA.
My heaert smashed into a thousand piecesm and how do i know?
I got 'spys'. They told me, and that's how i know that you lied.
I'm just going to stay as close to you, not knowing that i don't like you.
I'm gonna have to tolerate with your lies again. But i think, it's worth giving you a second chance.
I don't care whether you've seen this or not, the second chance is starting right from this second.
I'm not demanding, that's just how i do things right for you and me.

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HELLO. :)
I'm very very sorry for the lack of updates.
I've been recently very upset over my report book.
But i know, being upset doesn't change my grades.
But now, i guess i'm fine.

There's band later on. And i'm the ASL for clarinet, flute and saxophone. A lot of stress. :/
But it's fine, i guess? Linda's gonna help me. :D

So, okay. I'll just SHARE with you all my grades.
I'm 6th in class, 39th in position.
Got ABCs. Flunked my home econs, and that pulled my overall percentage down.
And tbh, i'm actually capable of getting a 70% for overall, but thanks to my home econs, i couldn't.
Hmmm,
Best 4 subjects combined is 11 points. ^^
And frankly speacking, i'm quite happy with it. :)

Okay, enough talking about grades.

Will be participating in Speech Day this year. Ain't that fantastic? Okay, i'm being kinda lame. :x
Playing quite a few songs. And i'm starting to LOVE mr han.
Hmmm, i don't know why. So please, don't bother asking me. :)



FT ISLAND, I LOVEYOU. <3



Okay, i've to admit. Nowadays, i've been dreaming about ft island. They're so awesome~

I dream of having ft island's autograph - especially Hongki's. :) ,
having their posters and pasting them ALL over my room, meet ft island in person, go to their concerts, hug them - espcially Hongki!, and letting EVERYTHING be ft island in my life. :)

Okay, i wonder if this post is too long. So, i'm just gonna end today's post.

Leehongki<3