I've recently been moody at home, with no one to tell my problems to. I don't trust anyone else anymore cos' they'll just backstab me in the end. I know no matter how much reality is killing me, i will not be able to escape from it. In the end, i'll be forgotten and will always be left out. I don't have any true friends. I hate the fact that people say i'm giving attitude when i'm not. And when they accuse me of doing something that i didn't do. And, if you're not involved, why get involved? Omfg, sick of life likea seriously. Think i'm being unreasonable when you're the one unreasonable. I can't seem to get over the fact. Nevermind, its over. Shall delete whatever that has happened. 5% of bad dreams erased.
Sorry to all. I know i've been sucha sucker these few days, and sorry for the lack of updates too. I'm always not in the mood for all these daily journal stuffs. Wanna hear something? Here it goes.
I've offcially gave up on him.
And finally i'm able to let go of everything, let he and myself be free. I've been through really hard times and have shed many tears. I've been faking thousands, or even millions of smiles. And for the first time, i actually had a first true genuine smile on my face for the first time. And it was that time when bestfriend Weiyang wore the sheep ears i brought. You know, he looks so adorable. :3 k3k3k3. And anyway, this is gonna be a short post cos' i'm going to prepare for eoys! Time to buck up already, chika! You've slacked way enough! Gonna study with bestfriend soon, hopefully on a daily basis. ^^ Ok, shall make some acknowledgements before ending this post.
Dearest bestfriend Weiyang, Thankyou for always being there for me all the time. Always saying things that make me laugh. And in fact, i never had sucha nice boybestfriend like you. Think we were super close ever since the camp. Remember? How can i forget? Haha, i'm sure you remember too. I've been really happy ever since i could talk to you my problems. :) Ok, we shall be closer in the future ok! ^^
Dearest bestbestfriend Adilah and dearest Angelina, Thankyou two as well. Always there for me 24/7. ^^ Always making me feel as if i'm never alone even when i'm alone cos' i know you'll always be there for me whatever that happens. :) Hopefully we 3 can gather everytime ok! Loveyouguysloads.
Dearest Angie and Kirstin, Thankyou for everything as well. And two of you! Do cheerup no matter what happens! Always be here for you two ok. :) Be happy always and don't cry ah. Heheee.
Dearest Darren and Junpeng, Thank you guys too. ^^ Ok i seriously cant survive without both of you. Always make me laugh haha. Eoy's coming. Do well and study hard. Dont play liao hor. Haha. Hopefully we could get along well in the future as well and we could always get together ok. ^^
Lazy to write anymore haha. Well, shall end this post now. Think my next post would be when i'm stressed.. Haha. Ok byebye.
About Me
- cwh's.
I'm the type of girl you'll see wishing the same wish everytime I see a shooting star. I do things that I myself think it's right when others think it's wrong. I do what I think is best for myself and others, and pick friends carefully. I've a very difficult mind to break into, and that only the closest friend would understand who I really am. You may think you know me well, but actually you don't. Because I myself don't know myself well, and I believe only God knows who I really am more than anyone else knows. And if you're not aware, I'm a Leehongki && Ft Island fanatic. ♥