Giving up doesn't mean you're weak, but shows how hard you fought for him for months. ▲
I cried my two eyes out yesterday. Why? Cause, i kept thinking about you. I wondered as your best friend texted my best friend about some things that shouldn't be exposed. Today morning, i was really really emotional. I couldn't laugh like what i do normally, i had to fake a smile everytime to show my friends that i'm ok, when people asked me if i'm ok, i just say yes when i'm not. I dropped a few tears during history class today. The more i think about you, the more worried i am. You saw me at the cybercafe, yet all you did was to turn away. I wanted to see your face so bad. It's so frustrating to not see your beautiful face. I'm really wondering, is there something wrong with me? I was being so self conscious, because of you, you and you. I'm going crazy because you're totally ignoring me altogether! Sometimes i wonder if you know that i love you. I dream of you everyday, did you know that? I couldn't sleep well cause i kept thinking of you throughout? I wonder how things would work out in the future. I'm not ready for serious heartbreaks, when i see you i've the temptation to say hi. When you look glum, i have the temptation to hold you and say, it's okay, everything's gonna be alright. But i just can't. Things can't seem to work out... To continue or not. I'm no longer as confident as before.
So, hi. Nothing much to update. Just wanna say, a big thankyou to dearest Adilah bestbest friend who's always there for me all the time. Always being my listening ear. Really, i'm just too thankful. I'm so blessed to have met my two friends, Adilah & Angelina. They'll never abandon or make use of my presence. You'd know, i realised how many smiles they make in my life. They're just uncountable. :) &&, Kirstin as well. Thankyou too. ^^ Im currently doing my math homework. I'm so fucking tired, but hang on there, chika! :D You're a strong girl, and there're so many friends there for you.
❦: Him, Adilah, Angelina, Kirstin, Angie, Darren, Weiyang, Junpeng, Junxiang, Ashiqin, Jiawei, Yingyu, Celine, Layting, Hazirah, Peishan, Yihong, Yuteng, Eugene, Manto, Martin, Julia, Peiqi, Kugan, Michelle, Jaleen, Mungkei, Max, Malcolm, Xavier, Sihui, Shuqi, Serena, Kokwai, Shafiq, Szeteng, Ranjitha.
They make me really smile and laugh. Big thank you to them. Ok, i'm gonna be a good girl and do my math homework. Kthxbai.