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I'm the type of girl you'll see wishing the same wish everytime I see a shooting star. I do things that I myself think it's right when others think it's wrong. I do what I think is best for myself and others, and pick friends carefully. I've a very difficult mind to break into, and that only the closest friend would understand who I really am. You may think you know me well, but actually you don't. Because I myself don't know myself well, and I believe only God knows who I really am more than anyone else knows. And if you're not aware, I'm a Leehongki && Ft Island fanatic. ♥

June 9, 2011

You were about to lean to kiss me, but then I pinched myself and I woke up. And I realised, oh it's just a dream.

The first time I met you was when we talked while walking home.
At first I didn't have any feeling for you.
But as time went by, the more I talk to you, the more I got to be around you, the more often we saw each other in school always smiling and saying hi to one another, I suddenly had a feeling for you.
Everyday, my eyes would just look for you. And when I can't find you, I'll always feel very dejected, and to the extend, not wanting to talk to anyone.
That's how much you mean to me.
Your good friend kept saying that you're my boyfriend, when you aren't. But I wish you were.
When you look at me, I will smile inside and my heart will beat so loud and hard until the whole wide world can hear my heartbeat.
I always wish upon a star, wanting you to be mine.
But, I'm not doing anything. I have a feeling that you don't feel for me like how I feel for you.
Everytime I try to focus in class, I'll always look out of the window to see if you had walked past my class.
No matter how much I try to focus, I always can't.
I miss you terribly. I always want to go home w you.
I want to admit to you so badly, but I'm a coward. I just can't pick myself up.
I just want your everything.
I'll try to pick myself up, and confess to you.
I'll probably have a better chance?
I don't know.. I don't know.. I don't know.
I'm going crazy because of you already.
I'm so worried about you, and your reactions when I confess to you.
I'm in a loss of what to do, I really really love you.
But maybe, I love Hongki more. :b haha.
But anyway, I'll just try my luck. Wish me luck. ^-^

My dear boy, I just want you to me mine. It seems like gaining you is harder than I thought.