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I'm the type of girl you'll see wishing the same wish everytime I see a shooting star. I do things that I myself think it's right when others think it's wrong. I do what I think is best for myself and others, and pick friends carefully. I've a very difficult mind to break into, and that only the closest friend would understand who I really am. You may think you know me well, but actually you don't. Because I myself don't know myself well, and I believe only God knows who I really am more than anyone else knows. And if you're not aware, I'm a Leehongki && Ft Island fanatic. ♥

June 9, 2011

All I wish for is to be yours. No matter how hard I wish, it just never came.

My way of living:
Be faithful to everyone you love.

And maybe because of that, I may lose my boy's heart.
I'm faithful to those people I love deeply, whether boys or girls.
Perhaps, I'm too faithful to my beloved brothers out there.
And sometimes, this scares me as I know I'll never be able to win his heart. I would not stand a single chance.
No matter how many peace signs I do in front of the mirror, I just never smile.
I keep thinking, am I really too faithful? Being a friend that's 24/7 by his/her side, is that really too much?
I really love you guys. And i've made up my mind.

Even if he doesn't like me, I'll hold my tears and carry on with life.
I'll not give up on my beloved friends for him. Because I know, even if I caught hold of his heart, I'll still lose it in the end.
I find it so fucking ridiculous when I heard some people dumped their friends for their boyf or girlf.
And after they lost them, they try to get their friends back, but by then, their friends had disappear from their side.
You see, nothing is more important than friends.
And now, I really can't afford to lose these people, ever in my life.
#1- @Adilah best best friend.
#2- @Angie sister.
#3- @Yuliang beloved.
#4- @Angelina crazy.
#5- @Junpeng brother.
#6- @Danielchoo brother.
#7- @Mungkei sister.
#8- @Layting blur sister.
#9- @Celine sister.
#10- @Russell brother.

In short, they're the top ten most important people of my life.
According to number. ^-^ slowly see.
K, bye-bye. I still have sectionals tomorrow. So, I'm turning in early today.
Nightnight. :D