What I love most about you though is that you noticed me when I was invisible & that means the world to me.
Moving on with life like what i did before. If i can do it last time, im sure i can too. Its not that im unwilling to let you go bcos' i love you but bcos' of all the memories that i had with you that are stuck in my head. Everytime i see you smile.. my heart just aches. You still look beautiful to me. But i've decided, since i already promised - that i'll be happy, i will be.
17fthsept, 1201. Ily.
The saddest thing is when you mean the whole world to me, when i don't even stand a place in your heart.
So, hello readers. Bet you guys must have missed me. HAHA, what a joke. My passion for blogging has come back! HAHA, but you'll probably not see a post on my mobile anymore. So yeah. HAHA. See that date up there? "17fthsept"? Alright, i shall not hide it from you guys. HAHA, okay maybe i should. So basically, found bbyboy on that day. (: On 12.01am somemore. HAHA, just a minute after 16fthsept. Joke right. Haha, so a day of our relationship has passed kekeke. :B Okay, all these talks are making me blush anytime. Haha. Okay, i realise i'm laughing a lot here. Haha. Ohwell, there goes my "haha" again. Haha. Opps. :B
So yeah. See that softtoy up there? Look at it. Given by Junpeng. K, i love him mxm. Like srsly. Somemore heard its quite expensive. ): And i feel kinda bad. Haha. But anyways, his birthday's coming soon. So definetely gonna get him something special. Just for you k? (: Haha. So okay. What else to blog? Hmm.
I just wanna write all the happy things as much as possible. I don't wanna make myself unhappy when i start to read all the older posts. So yeah. As much as i feel unhappy, i'll make myself happier. Alright, shall have a real proper post this time! Bet DarrenLeow's waiting for me to blog. Haha. So okay, i shall start from... 7fth September and 9fth September. (: Sorry for the brief descriptions. Bcos' i might have somehow forgotten what i've done cos' it's like.. weeks ago? Haha So do pardon me. (:
7fth September,
Had normal school, as usual. And had band. After band, went to meet my dear bbyboy in starbucks. So basically, chatted a lot and saw Ms Samantha Lim. K shitz, she saw us. Then she was like questioning me. Ohgosh. And bbyboy was behind her, and i just pointed at him. Haha, i was utterly speechless at that time. OHNO, why the hell am i mentioning this? ): Okay, nevermind. Haha, so yeah. Went home and was super tired. Went to bathe before going immediately to sleep.
9fth September,
It was a holiday that time. Went to meet bbyboy again in bus interchange. The reason why: to study. Haha. I did manage to finish some of my holiday assignments and my own revisions. (: Studied for 2hours or so? Haha, then settled lunch in ljs. Saw dearest Angie with her cousins there too. Haha. Angie was like texting me and saying something like, "I see you. LOL." Haha. I was sucha idiot. Looking around, turning my head to look for her HAHA. Bbyboy was, "Are you staring at something?" LOLOL. K, so after that, trained to je. Bby went to remake his ezlink while i went home. Haha. I was super tired can. Fell asleep on my bed. Haha. So after that it was just study, study and study. Haha.
12fth September,
It was my big day. Haha. Woke up and found 10 messages saying, "HAPPYBIRTHDAY." Haha. Was so shocked you know! First one to wish me on my actual b'day was either bbyboy or Angie. Haha. Forgot already. :B LOL. So anyway, went to school and surprisingly a lot of people knew that 12fth September was my birthday. >< Haha. Class almost sabo-ed me. Im shy you know. Haha. So got presents as well. Got from Junpeng, the very first one! \(^o^)/ I love him mxm. Bet you guys see the bigbig softtoy there. Yep, thats from him. (: Hehe. Then had Junhui's and Angie's. Angie gave me a SHINee cup and photo frame, plus a picture of the 4mamas! I was so touched you'd know! Love her mxm. Junhui gave me a pink squirrel. Its adorable! (: Haha. Was Junxiang's idea. Thankyou guys yo. Haha. Had band and thanks to Serena and Shuqi sisters who tried to make me blush by singing a happy birthday song for me so loud. Haha. Then got pumped on my actual birthday OMFG. But it was okay haha.
Hmm, i wonder who will read this lengthy post. Ohwell. Haha. I've been staring into the computer for a period of time already. Just keep thinking what i should do everytime ugh. My first tab's blogger, then twitter, then Hesther laogong's blog. (: Haha.
Alright, bet you guys can tell i'm realy bored at this point of time. Haha.
16fth September,
Had school, then went to watch Smurfs with dearest Angie! (: i love her mxm. Hehe. Hopefully we'll be able to watch Johnny English Reborn tgt with Aloysius! Haha. At first wanted him to go, but he couldnt. Sad right. Cos' he has choir. ): He wanted to go. But we'll make sure that we'll watch a movie tgt before exam officially starts! Haha.
Alright. Yesterday night, bbyboy called me. I couldnt pick up his call, so i texted him. "Hm? Why did you call me?" Haha. My "Stand by me" ringtone rang so fucking loud. Haha. Then he replied, "Miss you ma. And wanted to ask you whether you've eaten. (:" OMFG. I was sooooo glad to see his msg. (: Haha, alright. Enough of this.
So i'm now in liang's house. Using the com. Waiting for my iphone to finish syncing before going out again to meet jesse and gang. Haha. Heard mom and bro went out alr. Poor daddy at home alone. ): Gosh, i really have the temptation to accompany him. Sigh. But nevermind. I'll probably be back home at around 7pm, cos' my mum gave me that time to come back grggg. Almost wanted to meet bbyboy at night today but bad luck. Thanks to mom. :/ Sigh. Ohwell.
EOYs are just around the corner. I'm slacking as if there's nothing going on. I've no pressure nor stress. Guess i really do need to study these few days. Chiong for last minute revision. Though i know it's not gonna work, but at least it's better than not studying at all, right? Need my clique around me. Hopefully we wont jump about in school anymore, but to study instead. Well, shall press on to the end! (:
Ohyes, and i forgot to mention. On 10fthsept, saw bbykey! Cos' i went to SHINee's concert. It was A M A Z I N G. (: Taemin looked so hot in an outfit. Onew's voice is so.. WOW. Haha. Jonghyun's HOT. Repeat, HOT. Key is HOT PLUS CUTE x1000000000!! Haha. Minho was really realyl charming kekeke. :B And super hot when he removed his jacket, and he reveiled his muscular chest. All the people screaming like hell HAHAHA. Even me. :B Key just looks adorable. :D Haha, see that person up there? It's bbykey haha. Going to be HAPPYKEYSDAY soon. ^-^ Im gonna say a BIG "HAPPYKEYSDAY!" early in the morning hehe.