You know, dear?
If really there's going to be no progress, I think I had better off give up on you.
Because come to think of it, I realised that I can't possibly wait until my life ends.
Because maybe, I don't even stand a place in your heart at all.
Fine, if asking for a relationship to start of with is too much, then I'll just be friends with you.
But the thing is, I can't. You've given me smiles all along my painful and rough journey.
I cannot forget all these smiles that when you see me, you'll be smiling with your gorgeous teeth.
I've been so happy, whether with you or my friends. I've finally had a true genuine smile for the first time.
Sometimes really, things can't turn out the way I wanted it to be. Because I'm mean, selfish, ugly and unkind.
Funny uh? I'm crying over this matter. Over and over. My tears just never seem to run out.
I'm really in pain now, and these scars will never be erased.
Maybe, I should just move on? I know it's very difficult for me to do that, but it's worth a shot.
K, hi. Basically I've been kinda moody these days, complaining silently every time.
I can't seem to take it anymore. I'm like going to explode any time soon.
Anyway, sec 2 camp's coming. I think it's going to be the worst camp ever.
2 more days to camp, and half of my things are not packed yet. ): I'm so in trouble.
Anyway, just a little something for a few people.
#kirstin-nnn.blogspot.com
Hey,
Remember those times we hanged out together? Yeah, those times were totally awesome, right?
I know we had our ups and downs, and we've went through thick and thin.
It's been a hard journey for you, I can see that.
All those relationship problems, I understand.
I just hope what you can tell me is that, you're happy now.
A genuine im happy answer.
Don't bother about those boys whom just make you cry over and over.
You're very strong.
K, meet up soon && iloveyou.
And why never reply my messages! ): I sad you know.
@Yuliang dear,
Hi, I know you're always there for me 24/7.
I really appreciate it. I've been confiding to you my problems, and really I'm so glad you can understand me.
I remembered a few times that I was crying and you hugged me and said, 'Its okay, everything's gonna be alright.'
Thank you for your consistent care and concern. I can promise you that I won't be able to survive without you.
You've really taught me so many things that I need to deal with life.
And indeed, I've become stronger than last year.
Thank you && iloveyou.
Hmm, I still have somemore to type.
But I realised that my letter for @Adilahmdnoor is too long.
So, shall post another time, k!
Anyway, miss me when I'm in camp. And to some of you, see you there.
Hahah, don't be surprised if I'm not smiling. Oh wait, it's, be surprised if I'm not smiling. LOLOL.
Kthxbai.
If really there's going to be no progress, I think I had better off give up on you.
Because come to think of it, I realised that I can't possibly wait until my life ends.
Because maybe, I don't even stand a place in your heart at all.
Fine, if asking for a relationship to start of with is too much, then I'll just be friends with you.
But the thing is, I can't. You've given me smiles all along my painful and rough journey.
I cannot forget all these smiles that when you see me, you'll be smiling with your gorgeous teeth.
I've been so happy, whether with you or my friends. I've finally had a true genuine smile for the first time.
Sometimes really, things can't turn out the way I wanted it to be. Because I'm mean, selfish, ugly and unkind.
Funny uh? I'm crying over this matter. Over and over. My tears just never seem to run out.
I'm really in pain now, and these scars will never be erased.
Maybe, I should just move on? I know it's very difficult for me to do that, but it's worth a shot.
K, hi. Basically I've been kinda moody these days, complaining silently every time.
I can't seem to take it anymore. I'm like going to explode any time soon.
Anyway, sec 2 camp's coming. I think it's going to be the worst camp ever.
2 more days to camp, and half of my things are not packed yet. ): I'm so in trouble.
Anyway, just a little something for a few people.
#kirstin-nnn.blogspot.com
Hey,
Remember those times we hanged out together? Yeah, those times were totally awesome, right?
I know we had our ups and downs, and we've went through thick and thin.
It's been a hard journey for you, I can see that.
All those relationship problems, I understand.
I just hope what you can tell me is that, you're happy now.
A genuine im happy answer.
Don't bother about those boys whom just make you cry over and over.
You're very strong.
K, meet up soon && iloveyou.
And why never reply my messages! ): I sad you know.
@Yuliang dear,
Hi, I know you're always there for me 24/7.
I really appreciate it. I've been confiding to you my problems, and really I'm so glad you can understand me.
I remembered a few times that I was crying and you hugged me and said, 'Its okay, everything's gonna be alright.'
Thank you for your consistent care and concern. I can promise you that I won't be able to survive without you.
You've really taught me so many things that I need to deal with life.
And indeed, I've become stronger than last year.
Thank you && iloveyou.
Hmm, I still have somemore to type.
But I realised that my letter for @Adilahmdnoor is too long.
So, shall post another time, k!
Anyway, miss me when I'm in camp. And to some of you, see you there.
Hahah, don't be surprised if I'm not smiling. Oh wait, it's, be surprised if I'm not smiling. LOLOL.
Kthxbai.