I realised how happy I was when you entered my life. I can tell you that I'm very serious about my feelings for you. I'll protect you, discreetly.

All the joy and laughter that you've given me, are always stuck into my head.
And really, I just dreamt about you yesterday. I was so happy, until I woke up. And you were gone.
How I wish the dream I had could be true.
When I see you with other girls, even just talking casually, I would still feel very hurt. I don't know why. Is it just me, or am I really too sensitive?
I've no idea what I'm doing.
I saw you walk past my class recently. And you'd know what? My heart pumped real hard. And I was staring at you.
I just want to know whether I stand a place in your heart.
I know, some people found it strange that I liked you because you're a malay. But, what's wrong with falling in love with a malay whom I truly love?
K, you might think I'm really too young for these relationship things. But, no matter how much I don't want to fall in love, I just can't.
My feelings for him are just so strong.
Can you see the situation I'm in now? Being confused, lost and desperate?
You may not see this from how I behave. Because I smile to hide my pain.
I'm actually really hurt, and I'm really trying my very best to show people that I'm not any of the three things that I mentioned above.
I don't want to be an emogirl97 like what I was last year. And resulting in everyone remembering me as emogirl.
I need hapinness, and sometimes people just.. don't understand the situation I'm in now.
I guess there's really no point explaining how I feel here. Because no one just understands how I feel, and doesn't appreciate who I really am.

Onto my math and science homework. And I shall study hard.
I'll just enjoy schooling and shall not misuse it.
Kthxbai.