3.13pm update:
I guess even if I wait for you for the rest of my life, I'll just never stand a place in your heart. And if really that is the case, the only thing I can do is to give up on you and just.. move on. Waiting faithfully for you for a 100 years or 200 years, just never works. I know now. Probably God just wants to tell me that you're not right for me? I really don't know what's going on. I'm very blur, and I hate being blur. It just makes me feel as if I'm.. brainless. And sometimes, I don't know what I'm feeling. And right now, I'm thinking that I'm really hopeless. I'm so sorry that I'm being so emo over here, but if I don't express it here, I'll get really emo in real life.
Okayz, so hello bobos. :) I just came back home with @Adele. Actually, I saw her on the way home. So we chitchatted for a while. HAHA. What I did today? Actually, met up with @Angie, @Adilah and @Kirstin for a sort called band practice. HAHA, yeah. Met @Yuteng mummy in band room, and we hanged out for a while. Soon, we went to jp to eat at mac. Ate big breakfast w @Adilah best best friend and @Kirstin sweetie. @Yuteng mummy ate pancakes, while @Angie sister didn't eat anything. Offered @Angie hashbrowns but she didn't want to.
After that, walked around jp to window shop with my super awesome friends. Went around to look for a transparent iPhone casing, while @Adilah went to look for her earrings. Wanted to buy one too, but no money already haha. All thanks to macdonalds big breakfast haha. :D But nevermind.
Then bused to @Yuteng mummy's house. Her house very nice haha. Nicer than mine. :D Went inside actually haha. Then said byebye to her, and went off to jp. And after that, @Adilah went off. :( Very sad. Then only left me, @Angie and @Kirstin. But better than nothing right? HAHA, went around to look for @Kirstin's and @Angie's phone casing.
Oh yes before that, we went to comics connection to look for Ft Island && Leehongki stuffs w them. HEHE, saw an Ft Island iPhone 4 casing. Unfortunately, I'm using iPhone 3. :( Sigh..
Oh yes, I forgotten. @Yuteng mummy bought for me a spongebob cup. Super cute, I'm gonna use it everyday i tell you! HEHE.
Going out soon w @Russell korkor. He's picking me up. ^-^ Good right! I just love him like seriously. HAHA. Okayz, i'm super tired right now. So, goodbye bobos.
I'm probably going to edit this post again. HEHE.
3.47pm update:
9 June 2011 post : I always wish upon a star, wanting you to be mine.
I guess wishing doesn't help. So guess what? ..
I'll try to give up on you. ♥
I know this would be tough for me. God has finally told me that you're really not the one for me. I've prayed, and I now know God's answer to my question : "Is he really as perfect for me as i thought?"
Oh alright. I'll just.. give up? I'm a very stupid person.
@Russell korkor's not feeling well now. Going to visit him. So, i'm really sick and tired of life already. I don't know whether I can face reality from now onwards. And you know? Being there for someone, sometimes just leads you to wasting your precious time and mind.
I guess.. the person who treats me best is dearest @Yuliang. He just.. understands me. Which other people, don't seem to.
Some people don't bother about friends. Some people don't know i love Leehongki && Ft Island. Some people don't know i love spongebob. Some people don't care about how i feel. Some people don't know what i dislike. Some people don't know what i realy want. Some people think that i'm a bad girl. Some people think i hate studying. You see, i was just upset to know that some people think i hate studying, when in fact, i kinda like it.
And i'm not a nerd okay. I just want to do well in life.
If you guys hate me, that's fine. Because i can't possibly satisfy everyone of you. I'll just satisfy most people.
After saying everything on my mind, i'm already a happygirl97. :D But i think that my happiness && hyperness will not last long. So, please just understand me. I really hope that I'll continue to be happy. Because i just love smiling and laughing. :)