I guess no matter what, I just need to move on, right?
Just a few things I'll be ranting about before I move on with reality.
#1 - I couldn't meet up with @Mungkei && Genevieve sist today. I was really looking forward to it, but in the end, things really couldn't go well the way we want it to be. But stay strong and focus! Because my main aim is to study. All I need is to use this time to study, instead of with my friends, it'll be on my own. Independant studying, sometimes I just love the sound of that.
#2 - He wrapped his arms around me. K, I'm not referring to ****. I'm referring to my ex. K, that really somehow makes me feel uneasy. It's not @Jonathan korkor, though he also did it today on stage. K, not really irritated anymore by the time I woke up. Shall move on to the next thing I'm upset about.
#3 - Had to stand on stage with @Shuqi hubby to play feather theme. K, that totally took me and hubby off guard. We were like frozen. And thanks to @Jonathan korkor who kept encouraging us. Thank you, brotherrrr. But still, when we played it, I was super tensed up because I don't know where to come in. And that was really frustrating.
#4 - Was very exhausted in my heels. But well, what to do. I was very tired to bend down to change my shoes. Took the bus at around 8.40 plus. Near 9 already. And saw @Arif and @Manto waiting for 187. And they kept looking at me. K, wtf. But nevermind. I was shy. :$ But walked home w @Arif and he helped me along the way. How kind is he! Made me so energetic out of a sudden. Hmm, talking to him does make me refreshed. :)
#5 - Someone called and messaged me in the middle of the night. And somemore, my ringtone is a duck's sound. K, wtf. And it was so annoying. And when I saw the call, it was @Benjaminang. K, that's was very random and irritating. Didn't pick up the call and went back to sleep. And suddenly someone messaged me, and it was some idiotic sound. Why did I even put that as my ringtone? Ugh, and I couldn't sleep well after that.
#6 - It's hbl today, ( home based learning ). And that meant that we had to complete assignments via the Internet. Had a lot of questions in mind I wanted to ask, but I didn't have so many of my teachers' numbers. And I deleted @Mscai's number on purpose. So.. it's so weirs having so many unanswered questions in my mind now.
#7 - I dropped my standard of Chinese to 2E3 and the teacher is still @Mscai. Believe it or not. -.- I've been under her for like 1 year 6 months. Including last year when she was my form teacher. :/ I was under her because I'm in her form class. Yes, this is pathetic. And I'm so fucking unlucky. Always need to be under @Mscai. It seems like I've to really buck up on my mothertongue. This truly sucks.
Think that's about it, and I'm feeling better.
Now, onto my math homework.
Kthxbai.
Just a few things I'll be ranting about before I move on with reality.
#1 - I couldn't meet up with @Mungkei && Genevieve sist today. I was really looking forward to it, but in the end, things really couldn't go well the way we want it to be. But stay strong and focus! Because my main aim is to study. All I need is to use this time to study, instead of with my friends, it'll be on my own. Independant studying, sometimes I just love the sound of that.
#2 - He wrapped his arms around me. K, I'm not referring to ****. I'm referring to my ex. K, that really somehow makes me feel uneasy. It's not @Jonathan korkor, though he also did it today on stage. K, not really irritated anymore by the time I woke up. Shall move on to the next thing I'm upset about.
#3 - Had to stand on stage with @Shuqi hubby to play feather theme. K, that totally took me and hubby off guard. We were like frozen. And thanks to @Jonathan korkor who kept encouraging us. Thank you, brotherrrr. But still, when we played it, I was super tensed up because I don't know where to come in. And that was really frustrating.
#4 - Was very exhausted in my heels. But well, what to do. I was very tired to bend down to change my shoes. Took the bus at around 8.40 plus. Near 9 already. And saw @Arif and @Manto waiting for 187. And they kept looking at me. K, wtf. But nevermind. I was shy. :$ But walked home w @Arif and he helped me along the way. How kind is he! Made me so energetic out of a sudden. Hmm, talking to him does make me refreshed. :)
#5 - Someone called and messaged me in the middle of the night. And somemore, my ringtone is a duck's sound. K, wtf. And it was so annoying. And when I saw the call, it was @Benjaminang. K, that's was very random and irritating. Didn't pick up the call and went back to sleep. And suddenly someone messaged me, and it was some idiotic sound. Why did I even put that as my ringtone? Ugh, and I couldn't sleep well after that.
#6 - It's hbl today, ( home based learning ). And that meant that we had to complete assignments via the Internet. Had a lot of questions in mind I wanted to ask, but I didn't have so many of my teachers' numbers. And I deleted @Mscai's number on purpose. So.. it's so weirs having so many unanswered questions in my mind now.
#7 - I dropped my standard of Chinese to 2E3 and the teacher is still @Mscai. Believe it or not. -.- I've been under her for like 1 year 6 months. Including last year when she was my form teacher. :/ I was under her because I'm in her form class. Yes, this is pathetic. And I'm so fucking unlucky. Always need to be under @Mscai. It seems like I've to really buck up on my mothertongue. This truly sucks.
Think that's about it, and I'm feeling better.
Now, onto my math homework.
Kthxbai.