I'm so sorry, I can't use the computer today, again. So, ill be using my iPhone today to update. So there'll be no pictures. :/
I'm v sorry for the lack of pictures in my blog.
But I still hope that you all will still read what i post yeah.
V moody and unhappy about a few things. I'll list them out for you.
1. Cannot find my ft island ring anywhere.
2. My brother has been v selfish.
3. My mum throws her temper easily.
4. My dad does absolutely nothing.
5. I don't know how to do my math holiday homework.
6. Keep thinking of my application form.
7. Till now, I still don't dare to tell him my feelings for him.
8. I find that I'm v useless.
9. Keep thinking of the future
10. Scared that I'll play my solo wrongly.
To you, it may be small things. But for me, sorry, I'm a v different person.
I want to do things right, and end it right.
Yeah, I'm v demanding at times.
Sometimes, I want everything to be perfect.
I can squabble over the slightest thing. I can cry over the smallest thing.
But, when I think about it, it's really impossible to be perfect.
We all are not perfect. We can't possibly tell everyone to like us.
Everyone, including me of course, have their pros and cons.
I'll just list 10 of each out.
Pros.
1. I help others when they're in need.
2. I love doing volunteering work.
3. I love people who love me, but don't hate people who detest me.
4. I love getting together w close ones.
5. I try my best to help my enemies.
6. I voice out.
7. I listen and view other people's perspectives.
8. I make my views clear so that people will not misunderstand me.
9. I don't hurl vulgaities unnecessarily, of course unless it's for fun or when I'm super pissed.
10. I listen.
Cons.
1. As I've said above, I'm v demanding.
2. I misunderstand people easily when I'm not in the mood.
3. I get upset over the slightest things.
4. When I fall down, I sometimes refuse to pick myself up to try again.
5. I lose hope easily.
6. I avoid people when I don't want conflicts to come in between.
7. I only trust certain people.
8. I hate myself when all fucking things happen.
9. I hate jwss.
10. I have only certain teachers that I like.
You see, my pros and cons can be easily listed out.
Hmm, does that mean I know myself? :/ because usually, I don't even know what I've become.
Yep, I've changed, whether you know it or not.
I love you, Leehongki. <3
About Me
- cwh's.
I'm the type of girl you'll see wishing the same wish everytime I see a shooting star. I do things that I myself think it's right when others think it's wrong. I do what I think is best for myself and others, and pick friends carefully. I've a very difficult mind to break into, and that only the closest friend would understand who I really am. You may think you know me well, but actually you don't. Because I myself don't know myself well, and I believe only God knows who I really am more than anyone else knows. And if you're not aware, I'm a Leehongki && Ft Island fanatic. ♥